Friday, November 6, 2009
wth, i really dont feel like going to the narpani thing...
630 need to reach school?? sat i got working leh... then FULL somemore~ damn shagged!
seriously speaking, i am really not good these few days~ then hao shi bu shi got tons of things to do when im not in the mood... BUT when im in the mood, nth to do!! except to slack!! :/
then i am also an irritating bitch! no mood then kpo say okay to others! didnt think at all...
what if i didnt do a good job tml?
what if i am listless the whole say and drag everyone down?
what if i lose my temper and offend customers?
what if i am too tired tml, and sunday cannot wake up???
seriously want to slap myself freaking hard lor, at least i can be awake...
i realise sth, i will be happy with friends around
i will be sad and emo AGAIN when i am alone
THATS THE THING, i dont want to be alone!!! but today my whole family is not at home, parents working, sister going out dont know go where...
bor bian, stay in school lor... what can i do???
also, sorry to lose my control in front of you sister yun... sorry~